I wasn’t aware of my longing. Lately I’ve been experiencing this strange feeling deep inside me that I can categorize as the anticipation of meeting someone deep down. Someone who doesn’t shy away from talking about my latest Pluto crisis and doesn’t shy away from negative feelings or uncomfortable truths like I do. I couldn’t […]
I don’t know about you, but when I meet someone new, my mind creates a story about our possible relationship. No matter what type of relationship it is – business or intimate. I’ve caught myself doing it – I imagine what could come out of this acquaintance. And often I don’t have any vision of […]
As a kid I must have been obsessed with the idea to impress. I didn’t realize it, but I was a shy guy and somehow I must have come to the conclusion that in order to impress others I had to please them in a way. Which is actually the exact opposite of what begets […]
This is a topic that I can’t write about without being drunk. I’m kidding of course, but there is a truth in evey joke. So the facts first. I am divorced. 16 years marriage and an amazing daughter later we decided to divorce, because our vision about the future looked completely different. Yes, because I […]
It’s Aries season and aggression is in the air, approaching the new moon in 2 days. My resentment is especially towards others – I feel irritated and grumble at others, but I have no idea who that other is or why. It’s this kind of internal seething that has no trigger – I just woke […]
When I read this Fabrice Boulenger’s post I felt mixed feelings. Yes, I know it is via Human Design perspective and for lot of readers it can be out of their ability to assess in depth what is being discussed. But if you ignore the specific terminology like gates, circuits and centers you will catch […]
It is simply an indicator of how much money you dare to ask for what you are offering. I’ll explain. Yesterday I was talking to a friend and during the conversation I noticed that she had suppressed her resentment towards people who didn’t pay her enough, in her opinion, but she blamed them for it […]
From an early age, I had the belief that if I liked someone, I just had to open up to them and participate in building a relationship, if there was a response from the other side. It didn’t matter who made the first move – me or them. It just had to be mutual attraction. […]
Well, a lot has been said about emotional intelligence and why it’s important, but saying it’s not the same as doing it, so there are a lot of people who know but still act immature. And it seems that I unconsciously avoid these people, along with the obviously immature ones. I was thinking about the […]
We all probably have stories where we put a lot of effort into a school project that no one even noticed. Have you ever felt unappreciated? Or maybe your long-term partner dumped you for someone richer, younger, or just “better than you” in a way you never thought possible. Have you ever felt unappreciated? And […]
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